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I Just Want You To Know Who I Am....

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 27, 2009, 4:51 PM


Finish the sentence


I live: for connection.

I work: too hard to be perfect.

I think: I think too much.

I smell: like lavender because of the shampoo and conditioner I used. Mm…. <3

I listen: to everything.

I hide: my emotions.

I walk: fast.

I write: a bunch of poems...and they all stink. xD

I see: poorly without my contacts.

I sing: in the shower and when I'm alone--like right now. xD

I can: play the Violin...just not too well.

I watch: RENT almost every weekend.

I daydream: more often than I live in Reality.

I fall: hard.

I want: to watch Ninja Assassin so I can squeal whenever Rain pops up.

I cry: every now and then.

I read: when I have time.

I love: people.

I rode: ...A horse? x3

I sometimes: hide from myself.

I fear: rejection and not making a difference.

I hope: that one day everyone will be happy.

I eat: too much.

I drink: sweet tea and water a lot.

I play: the Violin. <3 It is my passion.

I miss: Regional. D:

I forgive: too easily.

I drive: my family insane.

I lost: at Speed last time I played with Melly and Minnie.

I dream: a dream.

I kiss: Petey on the top of his head every morning when I wake up and every night before I go to bed.

I hug: rarely ever.

I have: a million calluses on my fingers from playing the Violin for so many years...and from this past weekend. xD

I remember: stupid things that I really shouldn't remember but do anyway.

I don't: understand emotions.

I believe: we get what we deserve in the end.

I owe: people too much.

I know: less than what I really need to know.

I hate: thinking about my Past.

I wish: they could be happy.

My ex: doesn't exist.... yet.

Maybe I should: try to be a better person.

People would say that I'm: cold and emotionless.

I don't understand: emotions.

Life if full of: miracles.

My past is: something I'd rather forget.

I get annoyed when: I can't get something right.

Parties are: interesting, to say the least.

Tomorrow: will be Saturday.

Never in my life have I: had an omellete.

When I was younger, I: was annoying. Not much has changed.

When I'm nervous: I hum or tap my foot a lot.

When I was 5: I had a lot of homework in Kindergarten.

My life is not complete without: people and music.

If you visit my hometown: you'll realise how diverse people are.

I once dreamt that: I played the Violin for Casting Crowns and Rascal Flatts.

The world could do without: hate.

If I ever go back to school: I'm going to turn in my Science and Art Projects. xD

And, by the way: I'm awesome. ;-D

Opening Credits: "Afraid"-JJ Lin. (Mm...interesting opening. x3)
Your mom finds out she's pregnant with you: "Be My Love"-Mario Lanza. (xDDDDD ~dies~)
Slideshow of her pregnancy: "February Song"-Josh Groban. (I...dunno...)
While she's delivering you: "Promises In The Dark"-Pat Benetar. (No. xD)
Your first birthday: "Everytime We Touch"-Cascada.(Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude... xD)
You growing up: "Fancy"-Reba McEntire. (I can see how this would make sense.)
Your first day of school: \"不要放弃\"-SHE.(xDDD Lovely.)
Meeting your first friend: "Love Story"-melody. (Ermmm.. ._.)
Your first day of middle school: "Three Wooden Crosses"-Randy Travis. (I...hope not. xD)
Meeting your first crush: "Gimme Back My Bullets"-Lynard Skynard. (no...not really. x3)
Your first kiss: "A Hero Comes Home"-Idina Menzel. (Again, no.)
Fighting with your parents: "Wit's All Been Done Before"-Relient K. (Oh the irony. x3)
Fighting with your friends: "Sexual (Li Da Di)"-Amber. (Why do all these friend questions end up having a sexual song?! D:<;)
Breaking up: "You'd Be Surprised"-Idina Menzel. (Yes. Finally--one that fits! xD)
Your first day of high school: "One Love"-Jason Mraz. (Interesting. xD)
Your sweet sixteen: "The Time of My Life"-David Cook. (Hrmmm...sort of.)
Your first time having sex: "Don't"-Elvis Presley. (|DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ~dies~ Darn you, Elvis! xD)
Your 18th birthday: "Romance"-Apocalyptica. (Hrmmm...I think that should have been the other one. O: )
Your graduation ceremony: "Jealous of the Moon"-Nickel Creek. ( I hope not. D: )
Your first day of college: "Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now"-The Starting Line. (xDDD Oh, wow.)
Your first college party: "Goodbye"-Janice. (No...probably not.)
Meeting your true love: "The Curse of Curves"-Cute Is What We Aim For. (xD Well...)
Getting married: "Mystery Train"-Bon Jovi. (This song = EPIC CUTENESS! <3 And it would make sense.)
Finding out you/your spouse is pregnant: "Hope For Every Fallen Man (Acoustic)"-Relient K. (No. Not exactly. xD)
Having your first child: "...Baby One More Time"-Britney Spears. (xDDDDDDDDDDDDD Oh my goodness... "HIT MEH BABAH ONE MORE TIIIIIIIIIME!")
Getting old: "Then You Look At Me"-James Horner. (Yes...this is such a cute instrumental. <3)
Your spouse gets sick: "I Melt"-Rascal Flatts. (I hope not. xD)
They die: "Doctor"-Cute Is What We Aim For. (Oh, the cruel irony.)
At their funeral: "Can't Get Away"-Rush of Fools. (Though this is a Christian song, I can see how it could fit...just the title. xD)
You end up in the hospital: "Here Comes the Hot Stepper"-Ini Kamoze. (So...I was rushed to the hospital because I decided to put my life at risk by walking on hot coal. Interesting...)
Your death: "Can't Take My Eyes Off of You"-Frank Sinatra. (Uhhh..that'd be creepy. D: )
Your funeral: "Pleading the Fifth (A Capella)"-Relient K. (Hrmmm...)
People's Themes
Yours: "Run"-Rex Goudie. (Yes. This could work. xD)
Your best friend: "I Feel Fine"-Riddlin' Kids. (Is this True, Nina? xD)
Your first crush: "Victory (Intro)"-Big Bang. (Lawlz!... x3)
Your mom: "Zue Jue (Ft. MACHI)"-JJ Lin. (~snickers~ Mah mom's gonna beatbox! x3)
Your dad: "Unwell"-Matchbox Twenty. (Hah...)
Your sibling(s): "Bouncing Off the Walls Again"-Sugar Cult. (xDDD Nope.)
Your worst enemy: "In My Bed"-Rain. (Oh, totally.. O: ~sarcasm~)
Your signifigant other: "Falls On Me"-Fuel. (D'awwwwz...this could work! xD)
Your first child: "This Side"-Nickel Creek. (no. )
Your first grandchild: "Magdalene"-Boston. (I've had this song stuck in my head for the past three days! D:< )
What You Listen To When...
You're happy: "When I'm Gone (Edited Version)"-Eminem. (Not really. xD)
You're upset: "When Will It Be Me?"-Sweetbox. (Yes.)
You're angry: "Hand Me Down"-Matchbox Twenty.(No, but sure.)
You're depressed: "Forgiven"-Relient K. (Maybe...)
You're cleaning: "I Will Buy You A New Life"-Everclear. (Only when it comes on. xD Funny thing: this was the last song I listened to when I cleaned.)
You're working out: "Cynical World"-Yuki Kajiura. (Nope. But still love it. C: )
You're bored: "I'm Yours"-Jason Mraz. (Yeah... xD)
You're doing homework: "Hepatica #3-I Believe In You"-Yuki Kajiura. (Yeah. I listen to Yuki a lot when I'm doing homework.)
You're eating: "Killer Queen"-Queen. (Not really... xD)
You're thinking: "Suspicious Minds"-Elvis Presley. (Sure. x3 My favourite song by Elvis. <3 )
You're going to sleep: "The Greatest Discovery"-Elton John. (For a while...but it didn't put me to sleep. I just LUFF the introduction. <3)
You're feeling sick: "You Belong With Me"-Taylor Swift. (...Brooke has been putting songs in my iPod like Taylor and Lady Gaga. I thought I deleted it, but she must have put it back. I put Gary Lewis and the Playboys and JJ Lin songs on hers for revenge. >3)
You're going shopping: "It's Not My Time"-3 Doors Down. (One time, yes. xD My sister and I were belting this song in the backseat on our way to the mall.)
You're hanging out with your friends: "I'll Still Be Loving You"-Restless Heart. (WHAT IS IT WITH ALL THESE SEXUAL REFERENCES WITH FRIENDS?! D:< I'm not a whore! )
You're on a date: "Moon River"-Frank Sinatra. (Awwwwwwwwwwww... <3 Luff Frank.)
You're having sex: "Cries In A Distance"-JJ Lin. (xDDD Lovely. A song about a shooting and loneliness while I'm doing it.)
You're at a party: "She Bop"-Cyndi Lauper. (Heck, yeah! xD)
You're driving: "Heart"-Britney Spears. (Awwww... D: No. I'd cry.)
You're on a plane: "Silly Shoes"-Relient K. (Always. x3)
You're relaxing: "Above and Below"-Bravery.(No. xD The song annoys me...but sure.)
You're on vacation: "Fall For You"-Secondhand Seranade. (D: )
Random
Your friends think your theme is: "Heroes"-David Cook. (Is this true? xD)
Your family thinks your theme is: "Sloop John B (Bonus Track)"-Relient K. (SHVEET! 8D)
Your signifigant other thinks your theme is: "Irreplacable"-SHE. (DDDD: It could fit...)
What reminds your enemy of you: "Here We Are"-B. Reith. (No. xD)
What song makes you sad: "Circle Of Friends"-Edie Brickwell. (Yeah, kind of.)
Makes you happy: "Fidelity"-Regina Spektor. (|DDDDDDDDDDDDDD Well, the song has a fun tempo, so sure.)
Makes you mad: "Take Me Out"-Everyday Sunday. (No. xD)
Gives you energy: "Canon in D (Violin and Harp)"-Unknown. (Yes, actually. ._.)
Makes you tired: "Colour My World"-Chicago. (No. xD But I still love it.)
You love to hate: "You and Me My Friend"-Donald Reid. (No. I don't hate this song one bit.)
You hate to love: "Something Bad"-Idina Menzel & William Youmans. (Yes...I dun like this song but at the same time I do and I dun like it. D:<;)
Makes you think: "When The Lights Go Down In The City"-Journey. (Yep.)
Makes you wonder: "For Those"-Rush Of Fools. (Mmhmm...)
What song inspires you: "月桂女神"-SHE. (Actually, yes. This song is so pretty and it's about a Goddess. I wanna try and draw Daphne! 8DDD)
Motivates you: "Winner At A Losing Game"-Rascal Flatts. (Psh--no! xD)
Makes you feel invincible: "Popular"-The Veronicas. (Sure. xD)
Even More Random
When you trip: "Last Farewell"-Big Bang. (What? xD)
When you fall: "Angel Of Mine"-Monica. (Fall? Like what kind of fall? xD)
When you're trying to look cool: "I'm Movin' On"-Rascal Flatts. (No. /: )
When you have no idea what's going on: "Hocus Pocus"-Focus. (Yes, actually. xD)
When you can't figure something out: "Can't Buy Me Love"-Michael Bublé. (Lawlz.)
When you're dancing around the house cuz you're home alone: "I Will Carry You"-Clay Aiken. (YES! That's what I doing right now! xD But right now, instead it's to "Don't Wanna Miss A Thing" by Aerosmith.)
What you sing in the shower: "Angels"-Within Temptation. (Yes. ._.)
When you're getting dressed: "01. Too Much (Feat. 서인영;)"-Crown J. (Yeah. I got dressed to this song for a while. xD)
When you're talking on the phone: "I Feel Bad"-Rascal Flatts. (Yeah, every now and then...)
When you're sneaking out: "Bringing You Love"-Big Bang. (No. xD)
When you get caught sneaking back in: "I'm Not Wearing Underwear Today"-Ann Harada & Jordan Gelber. (x3)
When you think about life: "Safe With You"-Skillet. (Yeah...somewhat.)
What actually sums up your life: "Every Breath You Take"-The Police. (YES! 8DDDD)
How people will remember you: "Somebody"-Reba McEntire. (Doubt it...)
How you want people to remember you: "A Big Hunk O' Love"-Elvis Presley. ( x3 Gotta love Elvis, no?)
The best song out there: "Further Away"-Evanescence. (No, but it's still a great song.)
The worst song out there: "The Journey We Started"-SHE. (Well, it's one of my least favourites by them, but it's not the worst.)
Worst song by the best artist: "Love In The Ice"-DBSK (Tohoskinki). (No...this is actually my second favourite by DBSK. D: )
Best song by the worst artist: "Favourite Disease"-Thousand Foot Krutch. (NUUUUUU! D:< )
Ending Credits:
"See Me Through"-Rascal Flatts. (Here we go! xD This totally fits.)

"To hide a passion totally (or even to hide, more simply, its excess) is inconceivable: not because the human subject is too weak, but because passion is, in essence, made to be seen: I want you to know that I am hiding something from you, that is the active paradox I must resolve: at one and the same time it must be known and not known: I want you to know that I don't want to show my feelings: that is the message I address to the other."
-- Unknown.

^Sorry...I just love this quote and dA won't let me put it as my signature. xD

  • Mood: Unheard
  • Listening to: "Sex Ed"-Heidi Montag.
  • Reading: Son of A Witch.
  • Watching: Bull Fighting.
  • Playing: Schindler's List.
  • Eating: Left-overs.
  • Drinking: Sweet Tea.

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  • Current Residence: In my Own World...
  • Interests: God, Drawing, listening to music, reading, eating...
  • Favourite movie: RENT.
  • Favourite band or musician: Rascal Flatts, Relient K, 33miles, Daniel Kirkley, Reba McEntire, Skillet, Jeremy Camp, ....
  • Favourite genre of music: Christian Rock/Alternative.
  • Favourite artist: Walt Disney.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Ann Rinaldi, Ally Carter, Sarah Dessen, William Shakespeare...
  • Favourite photographer: My... sister?...
  • Favourite style of art: Traditional.. with a pencil, eraser and a creative mind.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod... So many wonderful memories.
  • Shell of choice: Colourful.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Any one of my favourite bands/singers.
  • Skin of choice: RACISM!
  • Favourite game: Depends on my mood....
  • Favourite cartoon character: Toph Bei Fong... SHE ROCKS! LITERALLY! XD
  • Personal Quote: "PERSONAL SPACE!" >.>

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Man, why haven't I been checking on you?! Your art is a lot better than when I last saw it! *dramatic facepalm* I'm really sorry I haven't been communicating with you. *big teary chibi-like eyes*

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xD Thanks, Sorcha. Glad you like it. Yeah, it has been quite a while. It's okay! I MISS YOU! D:

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